Apr 14 2023
LEAVING YOU FOR ME
Today I left you for me, momentarily, I needed a break so I asked myself why I need the separation and I replied, To get back to myself. Well, the break was replenishing and allowed me time to prioritize my thoughts and feelings, until the moment I thought of writing this.
Apr 13 2023
ARE YOU THE ONE?
I have often wondered if you are the one to spend my life with. I am not certain this can happen but I am confident enough in our attraction to each other that my patience in waiting for you is worth the wait. Your complex life is insanely busy intentionally or from need. I have the good fortune to live a scholarly, creative, and spiritual life avoiding stressful people and situations. I have never tolerated for long being unnecessarily overburdened or overwhelmed. My thoughts for you are often overwhelming, so I try to explain them and use them productively to motivate my art and writing. As long as you remain my inspiration my work and audience continue to grow as you inspire me and them.
Apr 12 2023
ENDINGS & BEGINNINGS
Endings and beginnings are the milestones of life’s journey. Morning and night, black and white, we must end an old life to begin a new life, in love, health, wealth, and happiness. Be brave enough to admit and believe, you are happy, satisfied, and complete, then you have reached the last beginning because your Ascension will never end. If you can’t admit you are complete, then you must rush to the end to begin your new beginning.
Apr 11 2023
I THINK I WILL TAKE THE FOOL’S LEAP AND SKYDIVE.
I have taken many leaps of faith in my life but none were with parachutes. I was offered a chance today to join a group of people to skydive with next month. At my age it isn’t on the minds of most people, but how dangerous can it be with a parachute and a few expert skydivers? Any leap of faith I have taken didn’t have a parachute. If I decide to join the jumpers next month I will describe my experience on this website (depending on the outcome.)
Apr 10 2023
“Oh, Believe, as thou livest that every sound that is spoken over the round world which thou oughtest to hear will vibrate on thine ear.”
This essay is my tribute to the world-famous, great American Transcendentalist Ralph Waldo Emerson. The above quote is from his prophetic essay “The Oversoul” I opened my first book with this quote which also inspired this website. All who were meant to see my words and read them have already or will. I have always believed we are meant to hear, read, and see things that inform or inspire us. Unfortunately, we also hear, read and see things that do the opposite and depress, anger, or alienate us.
Emerson was a great philosopher who well understood the minds of men and women and has been an inspiration to his readers and followers for two centuries. I have devoted many years to studying his works and found a remarkable independent spiritual voice and masterful understanding of Spirituality, which has created the foundation of my own spirituality and philosophy. Emerson was one of the great activist voices against slavery and inspired the early westward expansion of American pioneers through his essays and sermons, especially one of his greatest essays “Self Reliance”, and granted spiritual strength to his audience that inspired the unique American spirit that thrives today in the love of God, Freedom, and Democracy.
Apr 09 2023
I WENT TO CHURCH ON EASTER SUNDAY
Ironically today marks the second year of Leila’s sudden death. I awoke this morning late as I had dreams of her all night. I could only wish that she would resurrect today.
The Congregational Church in town was established in 1744. It is one of the oldest churches in the United States. I knew several of the Congregants and the Church’s doctrine is one of inviting members of all faiths to their masses. They have a chorus that sings remarkable classical baroque music uniting their audience in joyful songs. I am grateful for their invitation and to hear their angelic chorus.
Apr 09 2023
LEAN INTO THE WIND
I recognized myself in a past life regression I had over 20 years ago, I was transported to the year 1631. I was the Captain of a ship at sea. We hit the tail of a hurricane at sea and I ordered all the crew to trim the sails into the full wind. Leaning into the wind allows a ship to sail upon it equal to the speed of the wind unless the sea waves climb above the bow. One giant swell crashed against the ship and a 100ft wave crashed over the ship as I stood at the wheel. It was impossible to save anyone and I was washed over and drowned. All I remember is the sea crashing over me and my ship capsizing.
My soul survived but my body died and I am writing about this today. As we near Easter and the celebration of The Ressurection, celebrate our souls into a new life, living on and on into eternity until we are no longer interested and only want to and are worthy to spend eternity in Heaven.
Apr 07 2023
GOOD FRIDAY?
I could never understand why Christians think Good Friday is Good. It is the symbolic day of the horrible, excruciating, Crucifixion and death of their prophet. This is no reason to celebrate. The Death of Christ should not be celebrated with bank holidays and flowered church altars with hanging statues and statuettes of a brutally murdered man, prophet, or savior. This is so typical of the lack of spirituality in mass religions. To worship death and despair, grief and the voluntary hellish deaths of prophets is pure insanity.
Christ’s disciples were brutally murdered, beheaded, crucified, and hung in public executions. The traditional Easter week celebrates the death of martyrs. There is no biblical mention of any physical Ressurection of anyone but Christ. I believe in the mercy and love of The God Head as the creator of the Universe, not the murderer of his son and prophets for his own glorification. This is not the depiction of a kind and good God Head, it is a man-made, political, false belief of the oppressive and deceptive theft of power and money by governments and Christian churches over the concepts of spiritual immortality and Good. Their glorification and mass depiction of the death and destruction of those individuals, who denied the power of empire to spread a loving and compassionate message of God’s words, the most powerful, loving energy in the Universe. I seek immortality through Ascension, not death by murder or suicide. Once true Spirituality is understood as the inner self-understanding of Human compassion and love, and the inner knowledge that we were created by the Creator, and he has created man and all creation with his great spirit within us. It is our task in life to accept His spirit as alive in us that allows us to Ascend.
Apr 06 2023
WAITING FOR THE SUN
I have waited my entire life for the Sun. Every day it rained or snowed I waited for the sun to appear from the clouds and bring sparkle to the day. The remotest regions of my memory emerge as sunlight dazzles my soul and dispels all darkness of the moment. Soon before Noon today, the meteorologist predicted the Sun to arrive and be here until nightfall. This is a promising prediction and I will wait a while longer for the Sunlight to fill the sky.
Apr 05 2023
YOUR BEAUTY IS AMAZING!
I was pleased to see you today and we smiled at each other. I am more amazed each time I see you. Your beauty never fades. Venus rules my stars and she has cast her spell on me so whenever I see you I am overwhelmed by your beauty and grace.
Apr 05 2023
A CHANGE IN THE WEATHER
The weather changed, from Heaven sent yesterday to bitter rain today. This is 3rd Dimensional living, experiencing the beautiful with the ugly or sad. In Ascension to the 5th Dimension, all become beautiful, there is no ugliness, sorrow, or pain. Freedom is the spirit we become, living freely in peace and love.
Apr 04 2023
FURTHER ON MY NEW PATHWAY TO THE GOD HEAD
Today I am on a pleasant spirit walk looking into a blue sunfilled Spring sky, temperature nearly 70 degrees with light breezes. Pink and blue Hyacinths grow in fresh Spring gardens and Irises shout, “Spring is here!” My soul is happy, as I sail through today in faithful spirit, grateful for life and my vision for the future.
Apr 04 2023
MY NEW SPIRITUAL PATHWAY TO THE GOD HEAD
My jump off the Bridge to Spirituality which I wrote about in my previous post has so far been successful and I have not yet landed, instead, I am adrift in Spirit, Light, and Dream somewhere in the midst of spiritual suspension waiting for Divine Direction. Where it leads me I will faithfully follow, as I no longer doubt my chosen pathway to The God Head.
Apr 03 2023
AN IMPOSSIBLE LEAP FORWARD
I have mentioned the Fool card in the Tarot deck before and I may again but I am now at a point in time when I must face the Fool and take the leap that may elevate me to great astral heights of spiritual understanding or plunge me down infinite depths of spiritual misunderstanding. I read recently a column relating to spiritual narcissism and it concerned me because I have been deceived by several over many years. There were the televangelists of the 1980s and 1990s who spoke to large audiences and fell on the swords of their own hypocrisy destroying their lives and careers and the faith of many of their followers.
I am about to jump off the Bridge to Spirituality, which leads to all established religions, with brutal histories of death and persecution and wars against non-believers, religions infiltrated by political intrigue, and the petty desire for material wealth. This bridge has become greatly weakened over time as all highly trafficked bridges and roadways are. I will keep my audience informed if possible where I land, either I leap forward faithfully somewhere closer to the “God Head” or I spiritually crash and burn.
Apr 02 2023
“APRIL IS THE CRUELEST MONTH”
The following poem is by T.S. Eliot from his epic work “The Wasteland” I have always admired his remarkable poetry as one of the world’s most famous poets. April marks the death month for my mother in 2020 and my soul mate in 2021. It is a month I would prefer to skip for the rest of my life but I believe T.S Eliot caught my feelings for the month of April as a cruel time for remembrance and a blessed time for renewal and resurrection.
I. The Burial of the Dead
April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
Earth in forgetful snow, feeding
A little life with dried tubers.
Summer surprised us, coming over to the Starnbergersee
With a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade,
And went on in sunlight, into the Hofgarten,
And drank coffee, and talked for an hour.
Bin gar keine Russin, stamm’ aus Litauen, echt deutsch.
And when we were children, staying at the archduke’s,
My cousin’s, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter.
What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow
Out of this stony rubbish? Son of man,
You cannot say, or guess, for you know only
A heap of broken images, where the sun beats,
And the dead tree gives no shelter, the cricket no relief,
And the dry stone no sound of water. Only
There is shadow under this red rock,
(Come in under the shadow of this red rock),
And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.
Frisch weht der Wind
Der Heimat zu
Mein Irisch Kind,
Wo weilest du?
‘You gave me hyacinths first a year ago;
‘They called me the hyacinth girl.’
—Yet when we came back, late, from the Hyacinth garden,
Your arms full, and your hair wet, I could not
Speak, and my eyes failed, I was neither
Living nor dead, and I knew nothing,
Looking into the heart of light, the silence.
Oed’ und leer das Meer.
Apr 01 2023
WONDERING WHEN
I wonder if my dreams will end suddenly or never. Life has its way of interrupting dreams or shattering the hopes of the past, present, and future. Many of my past dreams became my present dreams and will become future dreams. The greater my dream is the longer it takes to manifest. I’ve learned patience through my lifetime of manifesting dreams. I have had many fulfilled, and only a few of my greatest dreams are still to manifest in full but I see strong signs that they will.
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Mar 31 2023
AN AWAKENING
I awoke this morning in a spiritual awakening when I felt a warm and quiet soul resting next to me. I knew who she was and was certain she was there until I opened my eyes and felt her energy but she was not physically there. This was an awakening of Divine intervention, astral travel, and telepathy all in one, to be in the light and love of the beautiful soul resting next to me.
Mar 30 2023
THE THOUGHT OF YOU
I have thought of you often for the several years I have known you, and credit you as a major cause of my creativity inspiring my work and world vision. I believe you will inspire me forever.
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