Art and Photography of L.A.Steel

I no longer accept despair in my life. There is no reason to let it llnger in my life. Desparation leads to the worst thoughts and actions in our lives. Suicide, illness, mental suffering , physical suffering etc. I have been down and out, and 24 hours from death but, God, doctors, friends and family have brought me back to the living, and thriving never again to return to the darkness of despair. Having faith and a will to survive all we go through in rough times is what keeps us alive and moving on to the next best manfestion. Divorces and life battles are truest challenges where hatred and cruelty can prevail endlessly. We must leave it all behind us and move on to the greater good and quickly heal.

In a great old television series from the 1960s entitled the Doris Day Show its theme song was sung by Doris Day in a truely uplifing way and became a big hit . “Que Sera, Sera whatever will be will be the future is not ours to see, Que Sera, Sera.” We cannot tell what the future will be, but with the right attitude and joy in our minds and hearts we can overcome anything.

These are two of the most overwhelming emotions. Some things can’t’ be forgiven and a lifetime of hatred is a blistering nightmare. I try to forgive or forget grave personal issues of hatred against me. Unless the attacks are physical I leave the memory in the dust of lost memories. Few people are hated more than Donald Trump and Elon Musk but they continue to deserve it. Their own hatred for the intitutions of America and the poor and suffering dependent upon government programs has caught them by surprise at how most Americans and people throughout the world hate them. Musk’s Tesla stocks have crashed by over 70% since last year and his show rooms are being bombed and his cars are being vandelized. No one has admitted to the number of death threats he has received as well as Trump. Hatred and resentment are dangerous as we have witnessed in so many ways. I try to avoid becoming obsessed with them or anyone but in the political nightmare we are presently in it is hard to avoid resentment leading to outright hatred for the fools and monsters currently in political power in Washington D.C.

Welcome all my After Midnight Friends. So many lost thoughts seem to lurk in the dark of midnight as I attempt to gather them and bring them into the lamplight. Friends, family, forgotten thoughts brought back to mind in old pictures and new capturing smiles and laughter bringing them out of their shadows into the lamplight of memory. Memories of beauty, love, desire, passion, all come into the light, as I reflect upon my soul for all pleasant memories to rid the Midnight hour of darkness with the brightness of a joyful smile and passionate kiss. Yes, midnight darkness of losses and despair can be disolved into the bright lamplight and rest our mind and soul with the wonders of pleasant memories.

Trying to comprehend the math is overwhelming. Every living person is hanging on for life in one way or another. They are thriving or dying happy or miserable, well fed or starving. Where we are in life either just hanging on or swinging on a star is all in our own heads. The suffering of so many is unexplanable and yet it is happening throughout the world. When I hear about the suffering of Palestinians and Ukrainians, all who suffered in the recent earthquakes and tornados and hurricanes, as well as recent fire storms I can only thank God for my well being safe and out of harms way for now but, we never know when calamity can happen. If you are warm and well then you are blessed. Be happy in the moments we live with loved ones, and friends and families that care for us and only wish us well. Good tidings keep us in check allowing us to understand we are not alone. Love of someone and someone who loves you is the greatest gift of God. In love we can overcome all hardships. As one in 7 billion extend your heart and hand to all who need compassion and friendship and see how your oneness multiplies into millions and billions all wishing the best for each other and wait and watch how the world transcends into a 5th Dimensional Ascension Vision.

Welcome all my After Midnight Friends. I have noticed more news feeds lately about millions of people waking up at 3:00 AM. I Am the only writer I know who has consistently publicly announced his spritual insomnia to a world wide audience. Suddenly within the last week I have seen three articles from prominent online publications explaining the “Witching Hour” of 3:AM. This is a time of night when the spirit world is closest to us and talks to us as we delve in creative activities such as art and writing. I believe the research since so much of my art and writing on this website is created after midnight. So to all my After Midnight Readers you are most welcomed to join me in my Spiritual Moments of communication inspired by spritual downloads to my awakened mind. I thank Spirit for the inspiration and hope the world sees my Ascension Vision and is inspired to enter 5th Dimensional reality.

Everyone has blessings if we ask for them and appreciate them, but we all have unfortunate things happen to us also. Blessings are when we ask God to get us out of a bad situation we put ourselves in. or some physical ailment and pain we must relieve. I have had these marvelous blessings being healed of a major wound or illness. It is all depending on hope and prayer for the understanding of how we got to that place and how to correct it to heal. Often we are blessed by friendship, good doctors, good spouses, good children. Our blessings are all around us in our lives. God exists in trillions of his creations. He is a part of us that we must believe in. Those who live lives of hate, anxiety, anger and depression all try to relieve their ailments by alcohol or drugs, violence or eventual suicide. Belief in God’s Blessings and faith in him is the same as having faith in oneself, that God is our Creator and is part of everyone and the giver of the soul. All who deny the presense of God in themselves, deny themselves and their rights to happiness in life.