Dec 16 2024
In God Time all is ecstacy. Yes, it is a mind meld with you and God your Creator. Meditate for several minutes on the beauty and blessings God is and download that into your spiritual being. Once you have done that your mind will explode into 5th Dimensional Reality and grant you a GPS of how to Enter the gateway as God leads you to him. Fear nothing except your own fear that this is not the truth to the Center of your Soul.
Dec 15 2024
In the hours of insanity everyone has is that moment of calming music of a slowly picked guitar melody inspired by angelic musicians guiding every note and word sung. Their voices are of a 1000 voice choir. The music is a melodious light organ music accompaning the choir. Then a strong Tenor voice sings an operatic overture to the blessing or our lives. He sings “All who know and believe in me shall never die. I Am God your Creator believe in me and your lives will be abundant and happy. Know that with faith in me you can move mountains, and are loved.
Dec 15 2024
Fame is a fleeting phenomina it comes and goes as a lamplight we turn on or off. Fame can be a wonderful experience especially in a community and even a country but, we can be forgotten once the light goes out. The most world famous leaders and celebrities face much jealousy and threats and need security to guard them from over zealous fans or all who hate them. I Am thankful for my modest number of readers and grateful for their interest but, once I turn off my desklamp at night I try not to think about fame or influence and focus on my rest and sleep until the next day. As I ready myself to turn off my desk lamp I say goodnight to all and wish them pleasant dreams.
Dec 15 2024
Today was an interesting day for a Saturday my favorite day of the week. I woke with a sense of ambition to get done many things I had put off. I Am happy tonight with a golden wreath of achievement around my neck. My last consious thought tonight I believe will be Thanks To God. Yes, I Am thankful for the entire day, week , month and year he provides me. I hope to live to 100, my Great Grandfather lived to be 99. There is longevity in my family lineage and I hope I have the good genetics to achieve great longevity but, if not I Am almost satisfied with my life so far and look forward to every day God allows me to live on. Be happy with your life regardless of its ups and downs believing it will all get better, happier, and more blessed if we do all we can to make it so. Good night and Good Dreams.
Dec 14 2024
I Am grateful to God and my own self disapline that I have finally rid my mind of nightly insomnia. Deliberately forgeting all that disturbs me, all that mind messing matters no longer creep into my thoughts and dreams. I most recently have devised a method of blocking out all disturbing thoughts at night and concentrate on complete meditation, until I have raised my spiritual consiousness to spritual unconsiousness, which allows me to fall asleep and dream peacefully and perceptivly so when I awake in the morning I Am refreshed and ready to take on the issues of the new day. I recommend this practice to all my readers to try and clear your mind of all disturbing thoughts by completely meditating in spiritual bliss, until you feel ready and peaceful as you drift off to blissful sleep all through the night. I wish all to dream well in spritual bliss as your world takes on a happier state of mind.
Dec 13 2024
The same day I got into the heated fight with three 8th graders, as I walked home after school alone, except with my baseball bat I was jumped on by two other 8th graders who were waiting for me near a wooded lawn on the street and sought to reck revenge for their three friends. These two were the dredges of the 8th grade, both 16 years old and noted for their fighting and stupidity, They were both held back a year in 7th and 8th grades and both quit school in their freshman year of High School. They were dangerous and made sure everyone knew it. I hadn’t been threatened by them yet until that afternoon. They both jumped out onto the street and ran towards me shouting swear words and threats. As they quickly approached me I swung my bat at them striking them in their arms and again in their shoulders. One fell to the ground in pain as the other lundged at me again until I stuck him in the leg with the bat. He buckled under the pain, which broke his leg. I left both of them writhing in the street as I ran all the way home. In the early 1960s every man, woman and child were on their own. Law enforcement was not as high tech as it is today and threats at schools are taken seriously and investigated. In HIgh School kids brought rifles to school in their trucks to go hunting with friends after school during deer season.
It was dangerous times during the sixties and everyone had to stand up for themselves because few would. Learning these valid lessons of self survival allowed me to grow up ready to face the world without fear. At 19 the Spring After I graduated High school I decided to hitch hike 600 miles from Northern Maine to Hartford Connecticut, where my HIgh School Sweetheart was living and working. I have learned all these years by being fearless, and prepared for any and all surprises will allow a person to gain selfconfidense and wisdom and keep out of dangerous places and situations. Hitch Hiking in the late 1960s and early 1970s was a popular method of traveling for many young people without other transportation. Three days after my 19th birthday I asked my father to drop me off on Rte 1 a well known and traffiked route in the state of Maine, where I said goodbye to him. I took my guitar and dufflebag and walked a few hundred feet away from the car and waved at him as he waved back. I got 4 rides that day the last drove me to my girlfriend’s front door and shared a grinder with me on the way. Many people were truly friendly and trusting to Hitch Hikers in those days. All that has changed in the last 50 years. Hitch Hiking is no longer safe travel. I wish to leave all with this advice I have learned by hard lessons taught. Stand Silent, Stand Tall, and Stand Strong.
Dec 13 2024
I learned young to not tolerate bullying, insults and threats of bodily harm. My first major lessons were as young as 11, when I was transferred to a new school. My first few days were a blurr of bullying by 7th and 8th graders who tried to intimidate me to respect their strength and status at the school. I never took well to threats or bullying and learned to stay silent when insulted or theatened until there was a real threat to my safety and I was attacked by three 8th graders. Because at my age I was already as tall or taller than most my age I was often insulted and intimidated In those days unlike today’s schools teachers were reluctant to interfer and saw these threats as a right of passage. If the kid didn’t fight back or did was often ignored. After my first fight with these three 8th graders which I was bruised, thrown to the ground and my coat was torn I reported it to my teacher who asked if I was hurt and I showed her my coat and a bruise on my arm. She being a cynical nun reported it but nothing was done.
That afternoon when I returned home I told my parents. They complained to the school the next day but, I decided I needed a way to protect myself and brought my baseball bat to school the next day under the guise of playing baseball at recess. When those three tried to attack me again I swung my bat and hit one on his arm and broke it. The second lundged at me and I broke his shoulder with my bat, the third ran away and cried out loud for a teacher. When the two I struck realized I wasn’t going to tollerate their threats again they limped off in tears and fear. I was disaplined that day and suspended pending a conversation with my parents. When I told them what had happened my father understood I did it in self defense. I was allowed back to school a few days later and was never bothered by anyone again. My reputation carried over through High School and I was elected to the Student Council in my sophmore and senior years. I learned the great lessons of Standing Silent, Standing Tall, and Standing Strong and few if any will dare challenge you and respect you.
Dec 12 2024
Thank you for your inspiration, thank you for your unique friendship, and thank you for your overwhelming love. Our Twin Flame Connection is Divinely Guided and Divinely Timed, whenever that time is is up to you. I Am opened to whenever you decide to come to me. Be safe and well and join me again tonight in our soul merge.
Dec 12 2024
Yesterday was a day of torrential rain all day and into the night but today the sun rose at dawn and roads and driveways dried up, and today 12/12/24 in No.Western Ct. grass is growing and green. The world needs rainy days but can truly avoid the massive storms of Nature’s Wrath. I Am and always have been a lover of Nature. Growing up in the state of Maine where forests, lakes and mountains surrounded me. My father was a hunter and fisherman and taught his children the fun and wonders of outdoor sports. Fishing was one of our favorite sports where we trolled the lake and fished off the dock of our camp. I remember my brother catching one of the largest land locked Salmon to ever be caught in Long Lake. It was over 4 pounds and took 30 minutes to reel in. It bent his fishing rod into an upsidedown U as it swam under the boat. I was able to finally net the fish and bring it in the boat as it flopped around. My brother and I were teenagers and my father drove the fishing boat. My brother was so proud of his catch that we took pictures of him holding it up and he sent the pictures to one of the states biggest newspapers the Bangor Daily News. He got the picture published and became a fishing hero in Maine.
Nature is the nurturing mother of Humanity. Many of my photographs praise Nature’s beauty. I have spent all my life appreciating the beauty of the seasons, and it has awakened my Spirit to the magnificence of our Creator.
Dec 11 2024
Dear Divine Feminine,
Meet me tonight in our 5D world. There we will fly the Universe together as one bright and burning soul. Together we will create a new world and sleep in eternal bliss as one.
Dec 11 2024
I was amazed at my recent webstats and wanted to thank all my readers around the world. It sounds wild but I Am pleased to know my art and writing have a world wide appeal. I humbly thank everyone who enjoys my work, it as all part of my Ascension Vision into the 5th Dimension. When I first started this website I posted in 2014 a discription of what type of work I produced it is on the front page of this site. It is entitled Trans-Dimensional Art and Photography. I Am celebrating the 10th anniversary of this website. The lasteelshow.org website was established in 2004 is celebrating the 20th anniversary. I must thank my good friend and web designer Rob B for creating both websites and helping me keep them up.
I hope everyone is well, and I thank you again for your interest.
Dec 11 2024
I couldn’t post to my After Midnight Friends last night. It was a night of mind racing sleep disturbing thoughts that eroded all possiblity of peaceful rest. Also one of no inspirations. I believe many millions of people around the world suffer from insomnia. Psychologists place insomnia on many causes, as family conflicts, grief and loss of a loved one, financial worries, Job stress, alchohol, drugs both prescription and non. As a man who has had many sleepless nights in my life I Am grateful to God I Am still alive and well. Anyone reading this, have also been blessed by being alive, able to read and retain what they have read, and every chance of handling what comes their way. I wish all a good day and a good night’s sleep.
Dec 10 2024
Dear Divine Feminine,
Today is another day without you. I miss you. I miss your smile, your laughter, your beauty and love. I sense you miss me too but, still must stay away to take care of other matters. I only ask that you stay well and safe and return as soon as possible into my arms. I leave you now with all my love.
Dec 10 2024
Dear Divine Feminine,
I believe you are the most beautiful woman in the world. Maybe I Am the soul admirer of your beauty but, my opinion supercedes all others. Knowing you and admiring you as I do offsets all other opinions. Rest tonight in the knowledge that someone believes you are the most beautiful woman in the world.
Dec 10 2024
Welcome all my After Midnight Friends. I may have lost my empathy for woke liberalism. So many of their issues seem over the top. Most of my life I have been liberally swayed and have voted accordingly except in 1980 when I voted for Ronald Reagan. I was a successful Real Estate and Mortgage Broker at the time and Reagan helped the industry after Carter’s disasterous one term. I will never be a Republican, and will always remain an Independent. I regret what happened to the Kamala Harris presidential campaign. It appears that she totally overspent on foolish endorsements. I was surprised at the racism and mysogony that prevails in the country. Even Black and Latino Men voted for Trump. I met a Haitian woman who runs a non profit health clinic in Haiti who told me she thought Trump had “integrity” after his national insult to Haitians. Some people are beyond insanity.
I am running out of words to defend the Left in this country on many issues. I agree with Palestinian Protests. I agree with fair wages and a national increase in the minimum wage. I totally agree with support of Social Security and Medicare and would support an AOC presidential run in 2028. I condemn any Republican or President who intends to cut Social Security and Medicare benefits. These cruel hearted miserables should be banned from any government positions their being elected is a tell tale sign of the cruelty of who elected them. I have been numbed by the stupidity and cruelty of Donald Trump’s threats to all who oppose him. I oppose him and risk any and all threats against me. The Trump presidency will destroy the country and endanger millions of Americans who oppose him including all in the national media. Yes my friends this is my opinion which I have the constitutional right to express. Good night and good news.
Dec 10 2024
Dear Dine Feminine,
Never give up. Our love is Divine and is forever. Don’t abandon your truest desires to be with me and I with you in a pure soul merge. Join me again tonight as we merge our souls in infinite pleasure and bliss. You completely understand this Divine Message.
Dec 09 2024
Dear Divine feminine,
Like everyday I love you. It doesn’t change. Your absense makes me want to see you, talk to you and see you smile. Love is a powerful feeling that has no weakness. I love you today as I did yesterday and the week, month and years before. Stay well and safe and return as soon as you can, and know my love will be waiting for you in the future.
Dec 09 2024
Welcome my After Midnight Friends. It is an odd hour but I feel the urge to write this post. I met a friend today I hadn’t seen in many months it was a brief but good meeting and we will hopefully see each other again soon. One of my best friends recently moved away I had him over for dinner a month ago before he left the area and moved to Brooklyn. Good friends are hard to find and very hard to lose. I have lost three best friends over the last 15 years who have past away and three others who moved hundreds of miles away and left the state. True friendship is a rare priviledge to have in our lifetime. My best childhood friend and later highschool friend Rick past away three years ago. I hadn’t seen him in many years as we lived over 500 miles apart, but his passing left a sadness in me. We got in so much trouble together as elementary school detention became our second home. Back in the sixties schools were much more physically disaplined. Yes, some teachers used yard sticks to slap against our heads or threaten us against our desks. One put a pointer to my throat and threatened to send me to the hospital. Today they would be arrested and sued but back then we suffered physical and mental abuse by some of our male teachers. Rick and I were notorious in our 5th and 6th grade classrooms. We had good grades and were promoted but Mr. Dubois our math teacher considered us delinquents even though we passed his class. Thankfully Rick and I in 5th grade passed an IQ test with smarter than average IQs and were transfered to another school which was taught by nuns. Yes a school on the other side of town with a more difficult curriculum.
Rick and I were overwhelmed at being taught by strick disiplinarian Catholic Nuns. Our six grade teacher Sister St. John insured that Rick and I stayed after school with her in detention at least once or twice a week. We would have to write out dictionary definitions on the large chalkboard. Sister St. John also coached the boys soccar team. She was a real trip. She must have a special place in Heaven for dealing effectively with 2 delinquent boys who were allowed to graduated sixth grade. One of my favorite memories of Rick and I was when Rick invited every girl in the sixth grade class to his birthday party at his home. He had a great finished rec room basement and set up a stereo . I didn’t realize it at the time until the day of the party that I was the only boy he invited. He and I were the only boys with 20 girls in our class who were all dressed in party dresses and ready to have fun and we danced with every girl and everyone had fun. Time and life leave great friends behind. We move on, marry, work and live but we seldom forget our best friends living or passed on. Be well my After Midnight Friends and cherish all your best friends and memories of them. They were placed in your life for a reason to help you through some time in your lives.
Dec 08 2024
Dear Divine Feminine,
I was remembering you today and thought of the many times we’ve spoken and met each other, laughed with each other, and danced with each other. I have never had a bad memory of you. Your smile was the first memory I fell in love with. Our first meeting we were transfix in eacb others eyes and stare. You were beautiful that afternoon. We have known each other long enough to have made many good memories with each other. There are few memories I can recall that give me such joy remembering. I will never forget your fascinating smile.
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